butterfly on a wheel

title: thanks for the memories
date: Tuesday, November 17, 2009
time:11/17/2009 09:54:00 AM

HEY WORLD!

Guess what? I`ve been posted to 3E2 ` 2010 next year. Honestly, being in the 2nd class isn`t as good as it`s cracked up to be. For one thing, I`ve been separated from almost EVERYBODEHH. Especially those extra special ones like Aini [E5], Charmian [E4], Jessica [E3], and loaaaads of other awesome people that the school strategically placed away from me. :"(

I`m ohsososo going to miss them very much.

this will always be our theme song ; cause it`s us against the world :D

I`m gonna go post random pics that I`ve dug up.

They`re pre-EOY/during EOY/post-EOY pictures. LOL.

Oh, the memories. Went for the class bbq at the chalet a few days ago :D

it was awesomeeee. Most of the time just stayed at the air-conditioned room and crapped with the rest. Ms Nur told us ghost stories! heee. Awesome... FREAKY, but awesome (:

Went home at around 11.30 with Char, Kenny and Jonathan.

& I had my grade 3 theory exam with the band peeps weeks ago. heehee. afterwards hung out with Jessica and Jiayi after the exam. LOL. But let`s save that for another day. heh.

Sayonara!

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title: Standing O
date: Wednesday, November 4, 2009
time:11/04/2009 08:44:00 PM

HEY GUYS.

I`m so out of the whole blogging thing, I feel a bit rusty. hee.

Anyhoo, went out with Mark, Syazwan and Maryam yesterday! AWESOME.

Slacked at hg mall with Markie and Maryam till Syazee came, then headed to Plaza Sing and went random shopping ; I needed to get candles for my grandma. hahaa.

played with the feathers and stuff.

Afterwards walked to Peace centre and Parkway to check out the guitars. S wanted to get one cos he`s gonna learn guitar. haha. I`m happy to have inspired someone to play the guitar. LOL.

Then walked [again] to Bras Basah.

Idk how many times I`ve gotten lost in Orchard Road, and yesterday wasn`t an exception. LOL.

Headed to the National Library and hung out there for a while and walked all the way back to Peace Centre.

Yeah, my feet were aching but I had lots of fun.

So syazee got his guitar and we headed back to hg. LOL.

Afterwards, Maryam and Syaz headed back to my void deck so I could teach him some chords and hopefully a song. Today, I learnt that I`m not really a qualified guitar teacher. hahaa.

But still, had an awesome time [:

HEYHEYHEY ;D

bye.

OKAY, SO REALITY SET IN. GOODBYE (: it`s about time anw. hee.

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date: Friday, October 30, 2009
time:10/30/2009 08:50:00 PM

HEY WORLD !

Okay, so I`ve completely dropped my blog and let it collect internet dust. :D
SO MANY THINGS`VE HAPPENED! GAH.

Today`s offically the last day of school. It didn`t really make much of an impact on me since I`ll be coming back to school for 1 and a half more months! Loool. Yes, my ever so time demanding CCA.
I have no idea why, but I still feel like I have to drag my lazy butt to my CCA but in the end I enjoy it anyway (:

So we got our results back. I didn`t do that badly, actually. 74 point something %, which actually scares me. Cause I`m pretty much separated from all those people close to me, who might not have done as well.
So I actually don`t mind being demoted ._. I can`t leave them.

I`m SO SO SO GOING TO MISS 2E2.
So okay, we`ve never been the nicest class. We`ve disappointed a lot of teachers, we`ve probably made some cry. But there`s something about us, that`s very special and unique.
I`ve never wished I was in a different class, never. I`m happy and proud to be a 2E2 kid.
I`ll never forget the wonderful memories we shared.
And you know, sometimes the boring times are the ones that I remember the most.
I LOVE TWO E TWO` 09.

So before exams, studied just the right amount. Okay, I admit I kind of slacked.
Had study groups with Jessica and Jia yi. Another one with Jenniefer, Timothy and ShiZhe and one with Charmian. And yes, despite knowing I kinda can`t study in groups, I still went. LOL.
But hey, I enjoyed every moment I spent with them.

I`m especially going to miss AINIBESTIE AND CHARMIANGEL. I`m seriously seriously going to miss them.
Heck, I`d probably die without them ._. I guess we`ll see. Please attend my funeral.
AHHHH. I LOVE THEM TO BITS.
AINIbestieeeee :"(

I soo want to post pictures soon! But my sony erricsson is jealous and therefore does not want to be identified my computer. LOL. Why`s it jealous? Cos I got a new phone! HAHA. YEAHHH.
It`s one of those LG Arena touchscreen phones and yes, it`s awesomeeee.

Who needs a boyfriend when you have Aini and Char? (:
I know I don`t need one.

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title: one less lonely girl.
date: Monday, October 12, 2009
time:10/12/2009 12:23:00 PM

don`t forget to hit the pause button my blog`s music first before playing this one.
or else it`ll be one heck of a headache for you.

one less lonely girl - Justin Bieber <3

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title:
date: Saturday, October 3, 2009
time:10/03/2009 08:07:00 PM

HEY PEOPLE!

there`s sososososoSOMUCH to say la. so many awesome and notsovery awesome things have happened and i`d love to talk about them when i can but exams are starting next week and i haven`t studied much.

ohmygahh.

I HAVE TO STUDY. BEA! WAKE UP AND STUDY! STUDY.
why isn`t my brain working ._.

happy mid autum festival
and happy birthday to Jonathan! you`re 14! be happy.

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title: hey blog.
date: Saturday, September 26, 2009
time:9/26/2009 05:36:00 PM

HEY PEOPLE READING! ;D

I just looked through some of my old posts from last year and I was surprised at a lot of them. Hmm. Reading everything that happened in my life made me feel kind of, well, angry.

Like last year my life`s just been one gihuic [gigantic + huge] rollercoaster of happiness and depression and anxiety and backstabbing. Actually there was a lot more backstabbing than I remember. LOL. It`s sad to see. It`s also surprising how my outlook on some things haven`t changed much haha.

I don`t want really want this year to be like last year cos it always seemed like temporary happiness. Like people pretended to be happy to have a good time. This year`s my final year with E2 and I`d like it to be real and genuine. :D Well, it kind of is. hee.

Anyway, a lot of people aren`t online these days. Probably cause final years start next week. Feels like such a drag.

Wait, don`t get me wrong, I actually like exams (: I get more free time.

Besides, It`s not like I`m banned from using the internet or anything. LOL. No harm done to me.

OHYEAH. We just got a Nintendo Wii like a few days ago, and gee, my parents picked the perfect time to get it. It`s like right smack before exams start.

So now I`ve got the biggest distraction sitting in the living room of the house, calling my name. LOL.

It`s fun! I love doing the swordplay thing in the wii sports resort, with me and my mom virtually beating the crap out of each other.

Ooh! & playing table tennis with my dad. I actually am able to win sometimes, something which cannot happen in real life. haha.

There`s so many photos I haven`t posted. So many funtimes to share.

But I`d like to get on with my guitaring so I can study later.

ciao.

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title: cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
date: Monday, September 14, 2009
time:9/14/2009 07:32:00 PM

OH, HELLO.

today I feel like SCRAMBLED EGGS all runny in the pan,

the egg`s the joke and i`m the yolk

that`s served with cheese and bran.

goodbye.

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title: chaos and confusion, you`re just an illusion
date: Friday, September 11, 2009
time:9/11/2009 11:40:00 PM

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS! ;D

It`s nearing the end of the one week holidays! awh, ain`t that sad.

I have to admit, I don`t feel any sense of accomplishment and have not done anything awesome enough during my holidays. I find it really, plain.

I couldn`t really arrange any outings or whatever. Usually I`m just too tired from the band day just before my free day. Yeahp. I`ve had band every alternate day for this week. 8 hours of sun soaking fun. LOL. But I enjoyed it, kinda. I feel closer to my seniors and alumni.

Despite the sun harshly making its way through my skin, fighting off all the shady clouds and looking down at us with a smug face, showing us that yet another piece of the ozone layer has been destroyed.

Ooh, but today`s an exception! the weather wuz cold and rainy. i likeyy.

I`ve just started on my holiday homework today. LOL. Finished geography, it`s actually kinda interesting once you really try to understand. I feel bad for all those people who suffered through all those [and are still suffering through it] hardships just cause of the ignorance of the others.

Why can`t people try helping them instead of striving to make their country the richest or whatever. It`s stupid.

I`ve done mua home econ too. YAYEEE.

I`m going to look for more songs to add to my ipod.

The recent ones ain`t so recent no more. :D

ciao.

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title: never again.
date: Saturday, September 5, 2009
time:9/05/2009 08:15:00 PM

HEY WORLDEYYY.

Had band today! LOL. Went back a little later cos I hung out with Jiayi and Jessica after school. Jiayi dragged me for bubble tea cos it wuz one of those bubble tea days. Then ran into Jessica by accident. haha.

Since the dear seniors were still fasting and I wuz left with Jin Leong, so we had lunch with the flute juniors! haha. they`re really fun people to be with actually.

Yesterday had band again. I can`t remember much of what happened.

Clement went to M`sia. o.0 Gabriel`s going to the philippines.
HAHA. not fair. I wanna go toooooo.

Last thursday watched IRON MAN for the sci fi excursion thing with 2E2 !

It`s like, my 4th time watching the movie. LOL. So I didn`t have to pay that much attention and just had to answer all of clement`s questions on the movie while charmian stuffed popcorn into her mouth.

I have pictures! But I haven`t uploaded them yet. heee. next time ;D

Last wednesday went to Changi Airport! AH, so many memories.

I remember all those times I stayed at the airport. Anyhoo, dropped off Auntie Revien at T3 for her trip to San Francisco. AH. Everyone seems to be going overseas. I wanna go to san fran too! :D I asked, actually. LOL.

I got myself a new top at levi`s and I am happy.

We got food at popeyes. I used to love eating at popeyes, the food wuz always good. [:

lots of pics i couldn`t upload cos some people didn`t want me to. LOL.

Last Tuesday JENNIEFER CAME OVER !

We were supposed to go out and watch a movie, but the rain wuz super strong.

So we decided to have one of those movie days we always had.

We watched the unborn, which wuz kinda freaky. Okay, it had us screaming and hiding behind the pillows but it wasn`t that bad. :D

Watched the last house on the left too. It wuz, gory? hee. you`ll know what i mean when you watch it.

Watched the hannah montana movie, idk why, just cause.

And we also watched bride wars, it wuz AWESOME. it`s one of those feel good movies where we were so touched by the story of the two crazy friends. haha.

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title: please don`t find out
date: Friday, August 28, 2009
time:8/28/2009 10:03:00 PM

HEYY !

This is going to be a no picture post, which also means, extra words! LOL. Enjoy my overly wordy posts of catching up and stuff, although I can hardly remember anything that has happened lately.

Ooh, the common tests! HAHA.

Based on the CA papers that we just did (which means I haven`t added those past ones and future ones that we`ve done or will do) , I got A1s for everything except that B3 for science. LOL.

I`m happy with my marks though I think Science could do better.

I`m glad that I actually got 1st in class for english and 2nd for geog. Those are stuff I don`t usually expect. EVER. So yeah, i`m happy :D maybe reading books actually do help.

I hope everyone`s happy with the results that they got and got the marks they wanted.

I went for the interview thing today. MYGAH, that wuz... hmm. Idk. I guess it just wasn`t what I expected. Everyone seemed kinda lifeless and self-concious that no one talked unless they were prompted to or something. LOL. Can`t blame them. I wuz one of them.

It`s hard, to speak my mind, when there are more than 10 of us shoved in a room altogether and told to speak up. LOL.

Went for band today! LOL. There isn`t much to say to this since the usual things happen anyway. Yeahpyeahp. Cept we didn`t do much marching cause of the major exams that the graduating seniors are having.

But that`s also why we`ve got band tomorrow to make up for it.

And that`s also why I`m going to sleep,

right.

now.

Baby if you ask me, I would say, I don`t even know your name.

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title: get well soon.
date: Thursday, August 27, 2009
time:8/27/2009 08:48:00 PM

HEY WORLD !

I`m going to rush this post for the simple reason of me being a lazy person who has lost almost all will to blog. TOO MANY THINGS HAPPEN and it`s just boring to blog now cos I have to remember everything that happens. LOL!

Well, here`s one really important thing that happened on the 15th I think.

STGCC ! I went to the Singapore Toys, Games and Comics Convention with AINI ! :D

It`s sad Mark wuzn`t able to go to this thangg cos of the exams. But I got him a trexi keychain and his Hetalia chocolate so he`d hopefully be happy (:

Anyhoo, the thing started at 11 but me and bestie met up at 8.30. LOL. We got there by 10 am in the morning and there already was a line. haha.

WHY? because I wanted to be the 1st 100 people.

WHY? because you get a free keychain if you`re the 1st 1oo.

YEAHP! we would even be part of 1st 50.

SO YES, I got my keychain. hahahaaa.

I spent over $50 bucks in that convention. No, it is not good to splurge. I went home realizing that I spent most of my money on really useless stuff. HAHA. BUT I HAD LOTS OF FUN!

We were filmed twice.

1st wuz when we were queuing up and the camera man just happened to close up on me and aini.

2nd wuz when we were getting our [free] cupcakes, they came up to us and asked us to pose and wave for the camera with our free dooodolls cupcakes. so, why not? LOL. it wuz fun.

We forgot to ask what show they were filming for though. haha.

We got autographs and had our caricature selves done. LOL. It wuz cool. We look really funnehhh. :DDDD

but I didn`t upload it. hee.

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title: HEYHELLO
date: Friday, August 14, 2009
time:8/14/2009 06:41:00 PM

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

LOL. So many things have been going on lately.

Didn`t have much time or the will to blog.

Hahaha. I`m soooo, idk. I`m kinda hyped right now.

HYPED IS GOOD (:

HMM. Just went to Heartland Mall with Charmian. Needed to get study stuff and look for gym memberships. LOL.

I can`t remember much of what I`ve done the past few weeks. So I`d just upload random pictures taken at random times?

Hahaha. I`ll share the happiness and the happy times :D

TYPICAL DAYS

TYPICAL AFTER SCHOOL DAYS :D

NOT SO TYPICAL NATIONAL DAY!

IJSZZZDKLEMIKZOY.

hee.

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title: agitation
date: Tuesday, August 4, 2009
time:8/04/2009 09:51:00 PM

HEYYHEYYY (:

I`m really sleepy right now so I`m gonna make this quick.

Just finished uploading pics from the recent outing and WOAH, there`s more than I thought.

So yeah.

Anyhoo, went for higher art today! YAYEEEEEE.

I`m hoping I can catch up on the portraiture and stuff.

Idk, but I find it pretty hard and kinda interesting at the same time.

I think I`m gonna draw either Taylor Lautner or Megan Fox for the next drawy thingy, maybe.

I LIKE ART ;D

Last Sunday went out with some GBK people!

[we`re not really sure what GBK means yet, so yes, you`re just as stumped as we are.]

Keith, Namira, Clement and me (:

I lost my wallet! OHMYGEEE.

But I found it in the end. ... WITHOUT the money innit :"(

It`s a long story and I actually remembered who it wuz, Namira happened to, too.

So amazingly enough, in a place as crowded as Plaza Singapura, we were able to find the wicked woman who stole my wallet.

Like, 'spot her in the crowd in all of those floors after she thought she got away' kind of thing.

I don`t know how they did it but Keith wuz even able to ~~stalk~~ track her all the way OUT of Plaza Sing. She wuz with too many people. More than 11 adults, who probably think we were going to mug them or something, cos many were kinda, glaring.

But in the end we didn`t approach her. Although we were like 2 feet away from her.

Besides, she already dumped the whole wallet [which wuz found by some other kind person who returned it to the information counter] , except for the cash.

Even the tiny saxophone playing angel figurine I bought wuz still there :D

We had no proof to accuse her. I`m just sure its her cos it couldn`t be anyone else. [I`m cutting the story short of how it wuz stolen cos it goes back waaaaay long.]

yeahpyeahp. I`m angry. But at least things couldn`t gotten worse.

But if its one thing to be angry at someone who stole your wallet, trust me, it`s much worse to KNOW who stole your wallet,

find her,

stand right in front of her,

and not be able to do anything about it , in the end.

the feeling sucks.

that`s more than 50 bucks down the drain too.

LOL. But if it happens, it happens.

With that whole lost wallet thing put aside, I had an awesome time! :D

wish the other GBK people could`ve been thereeee.

I`m sleepy.

and now, ze pics ! (:

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title: You Shocked Me Again
date: Friday, July 31, 2009
time:7/31/2009 07:43:00 PM

HEYWORLD [:

I`ve got to get next to you.

Just came back from band. I`m feeling super high. hahahhaaa.
Somewhat. LOL.
Band wuz alright (: goodstuff, badstuff, stuffstuff.
It`s one of those bubbletea days, where we needed to get bubble tea and talk. LOL. Went with Clement and Jonathan.

Had Home Ec yesterday! Made queen cakes with HweeZhen.
We love to make a mess. haha. Besides, we can`t help it :D

I am now able to make slight and high pitched whistling sounds. YAY.
just. plain. awesome.

ANDANDAND I`m reading new books. haha. (:

BYE WORLD.
don`t stop turning kay.

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title: You Can`t Break a Broken Heart
date: Wednesday, July 29, 2009
time:7/29/2009 06:16:00 PM

HEY WORLD!

I`ve spent the last hour trying to learn how to whistle.

I`m pretty sure I cut off the air circulation in brain for a while there.

AHHH. LOL. In the youtube vid the guy said if I tried too long in one sitting I`d end up hyperventilating and would faint. haha.

So I guess it isn`t that bad yet.

Sometimes I get it right and a shrill sound comes out.

Somethings I just get fart-like sounds. [not real farts, people]

AH. You don`t get to live till you learn how to whistle. :D

AHH. Maths and Science is getting harder and harder to comprehend.

AND I MISS ART, BADLY. I don`t even get to go for higher art cos it clashes ._.

Last Monday went to AMK hub with Aini. LOL. I had an ARTBOX craving.

ate at Macs! YAY MACS.
aaah, artbox (: i now have a pretty artbox file. heeee.

& a magazine with Megan Fox on the coverpage. :D

Yesterday went to eat at KFC with Charmian and Aini before woodwind sectionals.

I like playing tha saxophoney (:

Today, bought muffins from Markie. LOL. It wuz good, my sister liked it too with all the chocolatey gooey goodness :D sinful.

OKAY!

adios people.

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title: Just walk away
date: Saturday, July 25, 2009
time:7/25/2009 09:37:00 PM

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

Went to the dentist today. LOL. The lady who did my teeth was different. She was younger than the previous dentist and she used to be in a concert band in her sec school. hahaha.
She used to play the french horn and yeahp, she knows Bowen Military Band alright. I don`t know. I just find it kinda cool that my dentist used to be a band member :P

OOH, and in case you were wondering, just for the sake of it. My teeth are squeaky clean and perfect (: heeeee.

Ooh, and before that, went for band. Haha. Yeahp. I don`t know why I`m starting to enjoy band more. I guess it`s now cause of the new not so time consuming timings :D

Char and me boarded at different times but got into the same bus! LOL.
Went to Heartland mall to get my flexicurve, finally. She had to get her specs fixed and stuff. haha. The weirdest thing happened while we were at the mall. But, nevermind. LOL.

Hmm... what else happened the past few days.

Last Thursday, went over to Gabriel`s house with Aini, Jeslin and Shina to help them with their CE project and to slack and invade Gabriel`s house {:
Afterwards went back home to do my group`s work.

Last Friday, nothing significant happened. Oh, except for the fact that I have never felt so angry before. And I never knew I could contain so much will and want to inflict such pain unto someone. It wuz kinda scary. LOL.
But hey, i have an inner, angry side! Who ended up breaking into tears when she couldn`t control her anger o_0 but still. hehe. [:

I`m gonna go download some tunes.
sayonara ;D

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title: just walk away
date: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
time:7/22/2009 05:27:00 PM

HEYHEYHEY :D

Just finished uploading some new tunes into my ipod. YAY!

I`ve finally got some new stuff to listen to. The Taylor Swift songs are now stuck in mua head, time for a change.

There wuz supposed to be an eclipse today! Heee. Singapore was said to experience minimal effects from the eclipse and gee, were they right. I hardly saw any difference. Except for the fact that it rained like crazy. Haha.

But that was probably just a coincidence.

Although something freaky did happen. LOL. I just don`t know how to explain or talk about it. So we`ll just leave it at that. (:

Had our RACIAL HARMONY DAY celebration yesterday!

Like I said, it wasn`t such a big deal, but yesterday was different :D

Wuz late for school with Aini and Charmian. Charmian la, came so late. LOL.

So we took a taxi to school and we were still late. So, yeah.

PICTURES!

LOL. Took more pictures with the whole class, my form teacher and the band people :D

But I don`t have the photos right now, awh.

Haha. So I`ll upload them once I get them. hee.

Ookay.

adieu.

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title: simplicity
date: Sunday, July 19, 2009
time:7/19/2009 08:47:00 PM

HEY WORLD!

There isn`t much to say cause I can hardly remember much of what I`ve done the past few days. LOL.

I`ve become a movie junkie. Haha. I`m sure I`ll snap out of it once I run out of stuff to watch. Watched Coraline and Push a few days ago. One word, AWESOME. Coincidentally, both have Dakota Fanning in them. yeahp, awesome.
Then today I watched Angels and Demons, Duplicity and a couple of other movies. I don`t know if it`s just me, but I didn`t find Confessions of a shopaholic interesting. I don`t know, the girl wasn`t funny ._.

Racial Harmony Day celebration`s coming up this tuesday. It isn`t and was never much of a big deal for me, everytime it passed me by for the past couple of years. I only remember wearing a chinese-ey top and matching it with jeans in primary school. LOL.

But this year`s different. We`ve signed contracts saying we`re going to wear ethnic stuff for the celebration. Reluctant as I am, I have to do it so I might as well do it properly. (yes, apparently, that means, no jeans allowed. haha.)
Went out with my Mom yesterday to get something that wuz like the traditional Filipino costume, the Maria Clara. Isn`t that a cool name for our ethnic costume ;D sounds demure.
Anyhoo, we found it. LOL. It wasn`t much like what I expected but it`s like, the more simplistic version. so, YAY!

Haha. People are coming up with loads of crazy ideas for their Racial Harmony Day costume. This year should be interesting :D

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title: hello, i`m bored
date: Tuesday, July 14, 2009
time:7/14/2009 10:40:00 PM

step into my facebook wonderland. lalala.

HEY WORLD!

can you hear meeeee?

I wuz bored and felt like doodling. hee. So I ended up with that.

Cut it out from a part of mua facebook page.

You`d find some of your names plastered there :D

+ a really nice picture of Megan Fox. Haha.

Watched ramen girl at home with the fam yesterday (:

We`ve been renting and watching lots of movies lately, kinda fun. Ramen girl is one of `em.

Haha, at first I thought it was kinda corny and the ending was sort of abrupt and I had no idea what happened to the old man, but it was still kinda cool, in a way.

Went for band today! (:

Before that had lunch at macs with Mark, Jonathan and Clement.

Wanted to go with more people but they had group project stuff to do, awh.

Oooh, and music lesson was awesome. The song was okay and I can`t wait to play a new song next week! Hope it`s a song I`ve actually heard before. LOL.

I`ve got an incoming call from kenken. ttyl.

lovelove! <3

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title: yay tablet
date: Monday, July 13, 2009
time:7/13/2009 03:10:00 PM

HEY WORLDEEEE!

I`m so psyched right now. why?
My mom bought me a tablet! YAY!

They`re like those touch with the pen thingies which control the screen. Kinda like your mouse replaced by a pen and a... well... tablet. [:

I tried doodling last night and tried fashion designing with it. LOL.
Came up with this on the lappy. Hee.

so, whatchu think?
I know, could use some work. haha. my first artwork with the tablet. awh (:

Anyways I`m having loads of fun with it right now and it`s probably what I`m going to be busy with for the rest of the day. WHOOO.

I just thought my post from last night needed some explanation. Haha.

Last week wuz awesome. Went out again last friday after school with Aini, Char and Clement. Haha. Oooh, and we had h and w taking. It`s depressing how we seem to be growing more horizontally than vertically, eh? :D

But who cares? I do. Had pizza to celebrate the finishing of h&w. Haha.

Adios people.

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title: random
date: Sunday, July 12, 2009
time:7/12/2009 11:09:00 PM

Hey world!

I should kinda be sleeping right now.
Just couldn't wait to try writing in my biog.

WH00! Mua tablet rocks! oh yes, oh yea!

Ciao.

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title: authenticity
date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009
time:7/08/2009 08:47:00 PM

Today`s my first, start-of-the-semester-Wednesday. LOL.

Yeahpyeahp, cause I was absent from school last wednesday :D

AH, I love getting that extra hour of sleep. Hee.

Anyhoo, school today was awesome.

Continued reading the third installation to my House Of Night novel, Chosen, during MT lesson. YAY. It`s better than sitting on my butt and hearing the teacher drone on with stuff that I don`t need to learn. Hehe.

Had woodwind sectional after school today too.

We had loads of time to kill before it started, so I went to Hougang Point with Aini, Charmian, Clement and Jonathan. Had lunch at KFC.

YUM.

Then went retarded, especially with the music box - that wasn`t so musical after all - incident. LOL. Clement la.

IT WUZ FUN!

warning : highly cute people in the pics. LOL.

au revoir, peepos!

lovelove.

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title: happy birthday.
date: Saturday, July 4, 2009
time:7/04/2009 09:58:00 PM

HEYYYYYY [:

So, whatchu guys think of the new blogskin? hehehe.
I think it suits my colourful and simplistic side quite well. YAYE.
I had some free time on my hands so I thought I`d revamp my blog.
Another reason, I thought my blog could use a little pampering. LOL. I haven`t given it much attention for a really long time.

Happy Independence Day, America! (:

I`m watching Serena Williams in a tennis finals match against her own sister, Venus. tsk.
I honestly don`t know who I`m cheering for. they`re both awesome. :D

I`ve been sick with the fever for the past 3 days. GAH, felt, well, sick. The only thing worse than that is the nagging pain in my throat that gets worse each time I swallow.
So what have I been doing while I`m stuck here at home? Nothing much. LOL.
Ooooh, I`ve been reading that shakespeare thing for lifelit. Not only that, but I`ve finally finished first 2 books of the House of Night novel. I likeyy.

And yes, like my old addicition for twilight, I have to, have to, HAVE TO find out what happens next. :D heeee.

Okay, Imma go do other stuff.
sayonara peepos.

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title: trianglewhoo
date: Wednesday, June 24, 2009
time:6/24/2009 08:03:00 PM

HEY WORLD!

i`ve been uber busy lately so i haven`t been able to post, again. LOL.

this one`s gonna be a quick one.

today was an alrightey day. went by pretty fast :3

met new people, did art. hehe.

had band 5 days in a row last week. (it wuz supposed to be 6 but i didn`t go for a day cause my legs were giving in to the pain.)

It was masterclass day so we did loadsa marching.

i have no idea why i found it okay. hehe.

but now i look like burnt toast.

ohoh! and i wanna thank timothy & aj for the uber cute teddybearcoffeebank present and the unexpected visit yesterday. you guys are awesomezxzxzxz.

lovelove ;D

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title: it rained that day.
date: Sunday, June 14, 2009
time:6/14/2009 09:56:00 PM

the 12th of June was my beloved grandmother, Lola Au`s death anniversary.

i can`t believe it`s already been one year.

one year that you aren`t... here.

I still remember everything she`s done for me,

everything we did together,

everything she wanted to do with me, but never got the chance to.

... just cause i didn`t have the time.

I SHOULD HAVE made time for her.

I SHOULD HAVE stayed with her while i could.

I SHOULD HAVE talked to her while i could.

and i hate myself for not doing everything i should have.

i still get flashbacks of your wonderfully warm smile.

and i can`t help but hurt a little bit more inside, whenever i`m reminded that i can never see that smile in real life again.

LOLA AU, i miss you. & i love you.

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title: band camp
date: Friday, June 12, 2009
time:6/12/2009 08:03:00 PM

HEY GUYS / GALS .

it`s been long since i`ve posted.

so many things have happened recently.

came back from BAND CAMP today! YAY.

yesterday was so freakin` awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee.

we went to the science centre and did random stuff.

played at the firing range. I actually liked it.

Having the rifle felt empowering and I loved shooting the enemies dead. :3

I wanna try the pistol, when I can.

went boating too! that was reallehhh fun.

we had to dance and do other random stuff for the treasure hunt. LOL.

afterwards went for the hippo tours! you know, those buses without a top.

i loved the feeling of the blowing wind. it felt so cool!

went to random places like sentosa and bugis.

we watched the songs of the sea performance at sentosa!

the waterworks was amazing and the flames were mesmerizing. like, really.

stopped by bugis street to go sale hunting, i guess. or get food {:

reached school at around 10 +.

thanks for the glow-ey sticks :D those were fun to play with.

we were all ready with our sleeping bags laid down at the hall at around midnight.

i stayed with jessica, maryam, shu fang and jia yi.

celebrated someone`s belated birthday too.

i don`t know if it was the sparkling juice but i remember not sleeping till 2.30 am in the mornin`.

then i`d wake up at 3, and sleep. wake up at 4, then sleep. you get the idea.

woke up at 5 and just stared at the ceiling [which i realized has triangle shaped thingeyys] till 6.

afterwards got ready for the next day ! (:

but i left early cause of you know what.

i`ll talk about it in another post. cause it deserves it`s own post.

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title: today`s yesterday.
date: Friday, June 5, 2009
time:6/05/2009 09:38:00 PM

HEY WORLD!
hehe. i was supah dupah tired yesterday and wasn`t able to post. [:

yesterday went to THE CATHAY with kenny, charmian, clement & jonathan. yupp.
watched Monster vs. Alien 3D. the 3D part was really cool. LOL.
i had the urge every now and then to reach out and grab whatever i could. :D
oh, and the movie was great too. really funny.
wanted to see BLOOD too, but it was M18 :"(

afterwards just went wandering aimlessly around orchard.
then char had to leave early cos of other stuff.

headed to Central with the rest! yay.
then ate at some restaurant with uber friendly people! whoo.
we had the onion rings and potato basket and a chocolate fondue with ben & jerrys icecreameyy!
it`s fun to eat fondue :3

i`ll blog about today tomorrow. LOL!
washooo, tired.

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title: whooo.
date: Wednesday, June 3, 2009
time:6/03/2009 10:33:00 PM

HEYYYYY world!

it`s been my 3rd continuous outing post and i`m already tired ._.

ANYHOO, it`s another awesomeeee day.

went to Marina & Suntec with bestie! YEAHH.

went window shopping most of the time. LOL.

walked around, a lot.

bought bestie necklaces. heeeee. it looked cute.

we spent loads of time in the shop trying to find the perfect one.

tried this simulationey virtual-ish ride.

we did the roller coaster ride!

that was great ; screamed the ride down with bestie.

hoho. i promise i`ll ride that with you again [:

on the way home, we got lost. LOL.

after running across one massively busy road and riding some random bus with odd people inside around orchard, we finally reached the mrt station. yay.

WHOOOO. nights.

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title: clique-ed again. YAY.
date: Tuesday, June 2, 2009
time:6/02/2009 10:25:00 PM

HEYYYY world.

i`m like really REALLY REALLY pissed right now. LOL.

I made a MUCH BETTER post than this but it got deleted in like 5 seconds after publishing.

so yeah, as much as i`d love to drop F bombs all over the place, that won`t do anything.

so now i`ll just start from nothing and post again.

went to TIMOTHY`s house today! yeahp. we had the whole house to ourselves. YAY.

the happy home dwellers for a day were ME, TIMOTHY, AJ & SHIZHE! SZEYI joined in later on.

went to the heartland mall with my mom & sister ; went shoppy shoppy.

then met up with AJ and headed to timothy`s house!

[i can`t re-post everything all over again. ]

so short story.

now i know how it feels like to live in a house with the 3 of them.

one word : AWESOME.

watched some CPR video and played with the CPR dummy. WHOO. even that was fun.

i think it was part of timothy`s health ed class.

GOOD NEWS : we now know how to save someone who needs CPR! YAY.

BAD NEWS : the person we saved might/has a high possibility of suffering from broken ribs and/or a disconfigured face. haha.

we youtub-ed and sang a lot.

we danced, A LOT MORE.

actually we danced a lot. i`m still amazed by AJ`s dancing!

i have videos! which i`m not going to show.

we ate, drank. ate more, drank more. ; you get the point. we`re pigs.

ohyea! ordered MACDONALDS`. YAY.

more randomness. i liked to ride on the car shakey thingy.

veh, veh cool.

PLAYED BADMINTON ! WHOOO.

no explaination needed. it`s just fun. really. fun.

did loads of random stuff. running around tim`s house was fun.

played that horror game on the internet which a lot of people should know about.

[me, not one of them. until today]

i think it`s called hotel 626. you should try it if you haven`t. it`s on the net.

it`s an okay game where you can scream to your heart`s content :D

NO photos of that.

then SZE YI came!

went to some place nearby timothy`s house for szeyi`s haircut. LOL.

we all tagged along. yes. why? moral support! [:

sze yi`s hairstyle was awesome.

her hair looks like one of those DBSK guys`. yes, GUY.

LOL! but it still looks awesomeeee.

THENTHEN ;

headed to szeyi`s house!

i played with her superduper big, cute and furry dog!

& her uber cute hamster!

[cuddle dog with one hand, the hamster in the other]

photos are with shizhe! awh.

I had a great time.

I realized just how much i missed them. a lot.

I had FUN.

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title: dedicated to overdue tag replies :D
date:
time:6/02/2009 09:15:00 PM

yeahp. this whole post is dedicated to those overdue tag replies! hee. sorry guys!

KITTY :

you`re welcomeeeeee! LOVELOVE [:

AINI:

hahaha. a lot to reply to, as usual. hehe. AHHH, I LOVE YOU bestie. can`t wait for tomorrow.

& i`d love to bring you to the philippines! haha. that`d be awesome.

HF:

haofy! no need to apologize uh. you`re my big sis! telepathy, dude. :D

& yes, i miss miss miss miss home. like, fed ex me there, i don`t mind.

GABBYBEAR:

HAHA. the acting talent all came from you. it`s part of you. muahaha.

GAAAAAB:

KUYA GABBY! yeah, you`re right, very right. hehe. takecare (:

JESSICA:

i miss you ! & i`m still going to miss you! we shall be happy PSLs together. hoho.

FARHANAH:

happy holidays to you too! sorry for the late reply. YAY marie digby. heeeeee.

NAMIRA:

NAMIRAAAAA! thanks for tagging! keep rockin`.

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title: clique-ed
date:
time:6/02/2009 12:23:00 AM

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

i`d like to start off by greeting my oh-so awesome senior TASHRYN, a happy birthday :D

went to Bugis Junction & street with AJ, SZEYI & TIMOTHY!

LALALALA. i`m so damn happayeee cause i missed them so much la.

like, really really really really REALLY.

meeting again tomorrow :D

So yes, they`re on the list of people who I wanted to spend my one week of june holidays with.

anyhoo, had loads of fun and we were able to catch up.

everyone had awesome stories to tell. haha.

we still always get into trouble, even when we`re not together. but of course we have much more fun when we do it as a group.

many discipline-master-got-involved stories! LOL. especially sze yi`s.

OOKAY, me sleepy.

pictures! (:

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title: i wanna go home.
date: Sunday, May 31, 2009
time:5/31/2009 03:46:00 PM

AHH. a pic of the sunset in baguio that i took last year.
it looked a lot nicer in real life.

how i`d just want to run around the forest below, like some mad woman.

it`s really nice. fresh, open air. who wouldn`t want to run.

the june holidays have started! :D

is it happy news? i don`t know.

i`ve only got one week to live it up before band starts.

yes, i`ve got band for the next 3 weeks. oh, joy.

[can`t you see i`m the one who understands you

been here all along, so why can`t you see

you belong with ME!]

LOL! the song`s stuck in my head like super glue.

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title: rock with me, baybeh.
date: Wednesday, May 27, 2009
time:5/27/2009 08:17:00 PM

TODAY WAS PURELY AWESOME !

really really reallehhhhh.

I`m not sure but I think today marks the end of our ENGLISH CAMP. It wasn`t so bad.

In the end had oodles of fun (:

we did our short skit in front of the sectwos today and we were actually good.

well, gabriel was really funny and nailed his role!

I LOVE DOING THE CONGA! LOL!

[da-da-da-da-da, HEY!]

I think the gugugagas of 2E2 is gonna win 1st prize, good luck guys!

afterwards went to the stadium with my saxophone to support the BOWEN SOCCER GIRLS!

HAHA. yes, bowen band rocked the stadium!

on the way there sang with bestie at the bus like the crazy ladies we are.

like, come on, you know we brightened up the atmosphere in the super quiet bus! LOL.

and I know you wanted to join in. hahahaha.

ANYHOO, BOWEN WON ! YEAHHHH !

the score was 1 - 0. LOL!

spent my time cheering, cheering, cheering.

and playing the song we were supposed to play when requested. [a lot]

stayed with the band peeps most of the time but i`d sneak to stay with bestie and the rest during breaks. :D

I haven`t screamed my lungs out that much in a really long time.

IT WAS SO AWESOME LA !

oh, my ears... and everyone else`s! LOL.

then it ended. cheer cheer, shout shout.

FINALLY, on the way home the bus was more enthu.

sang all the way back to school with bestie, dawn, mandy and a couple of backseat E2s.

& played my saxophoney.

i`m tired :D

au revoir!

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title: la ESPLANADE!
date: Sunday, May 24, 2009
time:5/24/2009 05:27:00 PM

HEYYYYY (:
i`m posting before i forget. LOL.
photo credits go to mark.
went to THE ESPLANADE yesterday with Kenny and Mark!
had an awesomeeeee time. Went to look for saxophone scores, fhorn scores, piano, guitar - the usual. Found loads. YAY. borrowed one, awh.
since we were there, we explored the rest of the esplanade.

Ohyeah, before that had lunch at Plaza Sing. YOSHINOYA :D
played with the toys at action city.
THEY. ARE . ADDICTIVE. seriously.

after Esplanade, went on a hunt for my non-existent canvas paper at Bras Basah Complex.
LOL. But it wasn`t so non-existent after all when we eventually found it.
the shop was huge. like, warehouse huge. an artist`s paradise.
then it was Mark`s happy time ; spent his time looking at guitars and buying drum sticks.I looked at guitars and bassoon scores. Kenny spent most of his time admiring the super duper shiny french horn by the window of a shop, and scores :D

went for a break and had pre-dinner at the pop cafe. LOL.
then did more walking, a lot more.
then headed back to hougang mall and mark went home from there (:
Kenny and I went looking for a present for Karl.
oh yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARL :D

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title: lalalalalala. YAYE! (:
date: Friday, May 22, 2009
time:5/22/2009 07:43:00 PM

HEY WORLD ! HEY WORLD !

GAH. I`m so out of it lately, i know. I got caught up in other stuff and neglected my bloggy. But there`s not much to say anyways, so heh. :D

Anyhoo, I`ve been sick this week, still am.

Visited the doctor twice. LOL. I liked my 2nd doctor more, he was the gentle one.

Since I`ve been absent from school for two days, wasn`t really able to see my exam results firsthand. Bestie helped me check most of `em (:

But still, I can`t remember any of my results ; no exact number.

Honestly, I`m not really looking forward to next week`s post exam activities. For two days, we`d be having an English Language camp at school. whoopee ._.

It doesn`t sound so bad. Until you hear what the sec ones and other sec two classes get to do ; rollerblading, visit the science centre, art museum, sports and other stuff.

THEN the EL camp doesn`t sound so exciting. I mean, at least make it out of school :"(

Went for band today! first time in a really long time.

AH. I missed my saxophoney and my section and my wedge and mua friends.

LOL. I don`t know, felt special. hahaha. or maybe it`s just cause I didn`t march. WHOO.

I likey the song I played and I like it cause I can play it. hehe.

OH! and my KITTY-CAT HONEYY`s birthday was yesterday! she`s officially 14 years and 1 day old today! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY! LOVEYA!

i`m being random.

lalalalaYAYE!

TAG REPLIES !

farhanah :

HELLO ! haha. thanks for the uber sweet comment. good luck for your MYEs too !

ohoh, and of course i remember you! i could neverEVER forget you (:

kenny :

LOL. was that sarcasm? haha. you don`t needa worry. THANKS mua crazypiglet.

ashley :

yo ashley. thanks for taggin` :D

CRAZY GALS :

i will link link link you gals soon! thanks for taggin.

gabbybear :

gabby! thankyou. i hope i get better too. LOL :D

aini :

lolololol ! unfortunately, i`m still stuck in the box. imagine me mime-ing. HAHA. I LOVE IT!

of course. those wedges are so yummy. ;D

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title: bestieday! ;D
date: Saturday, May 16, 2009
time:5/16/2009 01:36:00 PM

HEYHEYYY :D

how long has it been since i`ve posted? around 6 days! so i guess it`s time to post.

exams are over! :D

i`m not sure if that`s a good thing. i enjoyed getting released earlehhhh.

most of them went pretty well, MOST.

you`d find nonsense written all over my science paper. haha.

ohyeah! went to pizzahut with bestie after the art exam yesterday! YUMYUM.

and like every other restaurant outing with bestie, weird things happen (:

anyhoo, had loads of fun. YAYE.

hmm, there`s nothing much to say actually.

check out the bestiebloggie and aini`s blog for more details on bestieday! :D

i`m advertising, whooo.

arggh. i`m having the flu, again. the feeling sucks.

oookay, gonna go do some other stuff.

might be posting again,

if i think of something else to say or rant about {:

TAGGY REPLIES:

sorry they`re long overdue :D

Kenny :

mua crazypiglet! {:

LOL. your vocab is superb, don`tchu worry bout it. haha.

hope your exams went well!

Gaaaaab :] :

hey kuya Gabriel! yeah, you`re 1 day older. LOL.

kapatid mo rin ako noh! ._.

AINI :

HEY bestie. yeah, i know you can tell them apart. haha. :D

i`m here! i`m here!

charmian :

charmangel ! don`t go spreading your swiney-ness everywhere uh. ;D

hf :

bigsis! thankyou thankyou. i`m sure your exams went well too.

i love thaaa bunny ears. LOL.

(szeyi) says hi :

HEYYY ;D how are ya doin`? i saw your sista yesterday {:

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title: Happy Mother`s Day, MOM!
date: Sunday, May 10, 2009
time:5/10/2009 06:09:00 PM

(sing it with the 'ode to joy' tune, sounds better that way! LOL)
.
Moms are loving, ever-caring,
really understanding too
There with love when things go either,
really good or bad for you.

Even when you wouldn`t wash up,
clean you room or just say "please"
Mom was there with love and guidance,
during trying times like these.

Moms will always clap the loudest,
when you`ve given it your all
Even when you were quite little,
mom made you feel 10 feet tall.

So we honour mom and thank her
each year on this week in May
And wish her with all of our hearts,
a truly classic mother`s day.

I LOVE YOU MOM! :D
happy happy happy mother`s day.

& here`s wishing all the other mothers out there a happy mother`s day too.
oh! & thank you, Blue Mountain Arts!

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title: que vistoso
date: Friday, May 8, 2009
time:5/08/2009 06:58:00 PM

HEYHEYYYY (:

here to update :D
we had our lifelit test today! haha.
yes, one-word essays scare me. WHY? i have no idea. but i think i actually prefer it when my writing is restricted, cause they already tell me what i`m supposed to write about. not much thinking required. LOL.

the only way to study was to read my world book dictionary. gah. i realized my vocabulary`s not getting any better and as we grow older, it`s supposed to increase. - mine isn`t.

i don`t mind taking exams as long as i get to go home early ! YAYEEE.
anyhoo, headed to Hougang mall with bestie after school for lunch.
ate at QiJi! so much healthier than fast food from Macs and KFC.
ooh & went shopping for Mother`s Day presents! {:
and went library-ing.

good luck on your exams ! :D
facebook ain`t so nice `nemoree.

Gabbybear :
LOL! okay,okay. relax? hehe. uhm, you are now sir gabbybear! :D
good luck on your exams too. yes, i`m 100% real. i`ve updated and... ohyea, don`t worry bout the picture. i won`t. (:

Aini bestie :
haha. a lot to reply to. i know i`m a playfully childish person, i had fun! haha. loveya! i`ll keep on runnin` with youuu :D

Kenny :
KENKEN! you mua crazypiglet!

Gaaaaab :] :
KUYA gabs. hehe. where did you go? LOL! you`ve got so much to say, don`tcha? ;D

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title:
date: Saturday, May 2, 2009
time:5/02/2009 05:56:00 PM

HELLO world!

I`m bursting with ecstacy right now! Why? I was FINALLY able to get full marks for that online combined humanities quiz after 9 tries. LOL. yeah, imma happy girl... for now :D
haha. another reason is cause someone told me to cheer up and not to be depressed.

Hmm, what to talk about?
Went to tampines with my family yesterday. I enjoy spending time with my family. With the number of school activities, CCAs and school-related whatnots going on, I hardly ever have time to spend time with them. Come to think of it, I think I spend more time in school than I do at home. LOL. So yeah, I cherish the moments while I still can {:

Our seating`s been rearranged for the exams! YAYEEE! It`s a good thing, cause during every exam period, bestie and I are lucky enough to be seated right beside each other. Yeahp, 13 isn`t such an unlucky number after all, right Aini? hehe.
Well yeah, we promise we won`t disrupt class and we`ll still pay attention. Cause we`re good girls. LOL! there`s that, and also cause next week is the final preparation we have before exams start.
i have to, HAVE TO start studying! :D

TAG REPLIES!

Mark teh pretee :
LOL! thanks for gracing my blog with your presence, mr 'pretee' markie mark.

NAMI :
NAMIRAAAAAA! thanks for the taggytagg! ilovemy heart~~breaker~~mender!

Gabby :
HEYYOU! hehe. sorry uh, but... which Gabby are you? LOL. the gabbybear one or my geejay?

AINI BESTIE! :
BESTIEEEEEE! thankyou! good luck for your MYEs too. thanks for being there for me & for cheering me up! hehe. I shan`t be depressed... i`ll try la :D LOVEYOU!

hf [BIGSIS!] :
Haofy! it`s alright! hehe. thanks for taggin`! nice to know you still visit my bloggie every now and then. missin` you loads!

Chi.D :
ATE! haha. seems like you really want to get it. I`ll email it to you soonest! ;D

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title:
date: Monday, April 27, 2009
time:4/27/2009 06:18:00 PM

Neque enim disputari sine rerehensione potest.

continue.

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title: home, love, family
date: Saturday, April 25, 2009
time:4/25/2009 06:12:00 PM

HELLO world!

don`t strawberries just SCREAM, delicious? {:

blogging seems like such a chore lately. LOL. haven`t really had the will to post, or the spare time. sooo, anyhoo... this month is an important birthday month! ohyes, it is.

13th APRIL - my beloved grandfather, Lolo Gil (:
AAH, i feel sooo depressed that I wasn`t able to celebrate my grandfather`s birthday with him. I hope he wasn`t alone in celebrating his special day. I love him vehvehveh much.

13th APRIL... again. - my Jenniefer, JENNYBEAN!
I miss this girl so much la. She`s always herself, as crazy as she wants to be and doesn`t care what anyone says or thinks about her. she may not know it, but this girl taught me loads of stuff bout personality.

19th APRIL- the one and only form teacher of 2E2`09, Ms Nur!
yeahpyeahp. we celebrated her birthday in advance with a huge (and delicious) chocolate cake! hehe. she`s an aweeesoomee teacher.

24th APRIL- my dearest Mother`s birthday!!!
MAMAAAA. I LOVE YOU (:
I hope I was able to make your birthday as special as possible. I`d give you the world if I could.

26th APRIL (tomorrow) - bestie`s birthday.
happy advanced birthday! glad you liked the party! keep moo-ing, crazy, cowie friend.
I hope you liked the gift too!

yes, because of this string of birthdays it also means that i am officially broke :D

the school had it`s SYF presentations thingy at the hall last thursday and the band performed their SYF pieces. which meant, it was back to bassoon for me. LOL.
it wasn`t so bad though. I have no idea why, but i have more confidence to play that day than during the SYF itself. Probably cause it wasn`t a competition. (:

I think it was also the official day for the graduating bmb members to stand down.
awh, i`m actually going to miss a lot of my graduating seniors - especially those who have made quite a mark on my 'band life'. those who helped me through the times when i felt like giving up.

There`s so much more I`d like to say and blab about - but nothing that I can remember right now. haha. sooo, i`ll just keep you guys updated when i do remember.

sayonara!

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title:
date: Saturday, April 11, 2009
time:4/11/2009 10:50:00 AM

AHH. 2nd post for the day. since I`m here I`d might as well do this anyway.

tagged by Charmian, Gabriel, Keith & Aini... sorry if i`d missed anyone out.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- the cheek?

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- surprisingly, I felt happy :D

3. Who was the last person you took picture with?
- haha. the saxophonists!

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
- actually, yea. i think i kinda am. LOL. but i don`t abuse it ;D

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- lolololol. most definitely! once i`m old enough (:

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
- yeahhhh! manymany. and they rock!

7. Do you want someone dead?
- LOL. sure. who doesn`t?

8. What does your last message say? (inbox)
- "haha. it's okay la. It's your blog. Lol. ;D"

9. What are you thinking right now?
- i`m thinking about what i`m gonna do after posting this (:

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?
- yeahppp. or more like, i wish i was with them.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- around midnight! haha. right before my carriage turned back into a pumpkin.

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing now?
- uhm, can`t remember. LOL. but it`s a hang ten.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- YUPP.

14. Who was the last person to text you?
- bestie.

15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

1. Aini
2. Keith

3. Gabriel [2E2]
4. Yasmin
5. Namira
6. Kenny
7. Shi Zhe
8. Aj
9. Timothy
10. Gabriel [geejay]

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with? (Keith)
- LOL. i`m not so sure. but there probably is a girl out there.

17. Is 3 a female/male? (Gabriel 2E2)
- haha. not sure... lol. he`s a guy.

18. If 7 and 10 get together, will that be 1 good thing? (Shi Zhe & Gabriel geejay)
- hahaaaaaa. probably not a good thing. as far as i know, these two aren`t gay.

19. What is number 1 studying about? (Aini)
- She studying about ME!

20. Is number 4 single? (Yasmin)
- Nope, I think she`s taken. too bad for the other guys out there.

21. Say something about number 5. (Namira)
- She`s an uber sweeeeeet person!

22. What do you think of number 4&6 together? (Yasmin & Kenny)
- uhm, who knows, might be something good. hehe.

23. Describe number 9 (Timothy)

- he`s a greattt companion. a guy who`s crazier than me.

24. What will you do if 6&7 fight? (Shi Zhe and Kenny)
- LOL. hmm, they don`t know each other. hmm, my brothers from different schools. but if they do, it`d be so cooool! wondering what they`d fight about.

25. Do you like number 8? (Aj)
- I LOVEEEEE AJ!

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time:4/11/2009 08:41:00 AM

HELLO people with computers! ;D

Yeah, I know, it`s about time I`ve posted. LOL.

Been really busy lately and life`s just one big hectic, crappy *#!@#... whoops. Got a tad bit out of point there. Main thing is, I know it`s time to post, so, here it is! haha. long overdue.

I`m still terribly ill and I know I haven`t been taking care of my health lately. I know I should give myself a break from all the madness but I can`t seem to find a way to stop things and days from clashing. Never experienced myself meltdown though, whoopeee! :D

HMM. haha. this one`s really late, happened like, last Sunday? But I enjoyed it loads so I`ll blog about it anyways. Went ice skating with the saxes! YEAHHH. (:

It`s really kind of late. So, since you can view almost all the photos and the happenings in the saxes blog and other blogs it seems kind of redundant to the story again, doesn`t it?

But still, I had loads of fun, been long since I`ve ice skated. Even eating Pastamania pizza with Tashryn and Wanxuan outside KFC was fun :D

So, I`ll just post the photos that managed to find it`s way into my phone and post it :D

It`s sad that I don`t have the photo will all 10 of us. Wish Faj and Iffah were there.

Oooh, and it was the school`s sports day last Thursday! GO 2E2!

I wasn`t able to go for it cause I had to go to ICA with my parents to apply for something. We had to go back and forth. LOL. Most of the time it was just plain boring. I feel kinda bad that I wasn`t able to support my class on that day. Sorry 2E2.

& here`s something I haven`t done in a long time! tag replies. ;D

I`ll reply everytime a page on the tagboard is fully changed.

YASMIN:

heyyyyy! baguio was aweesomeeee! I`m sure you`ll be able to go back there soon too. hehe. thanks for the sweeeet tag! alam mo, you`re really pretty too! (:

HAO FANG:

haofy! I miss my big sis too! lovelovee.

SHAFINA:

Hey! thanks for the belated birthday greeting. I`ll relink you ASAP.

KEITH:

babybear! LOL. don`t be angry. haha. I`ll relink you soonest!

CHARMIAN:

YEAAHHH! then I can nag and nag at you like an old lady again. haha. thanks for taggin`, charmangel.

GABRIEL (2E2):

hey gabby! thanks for ~~spamming~~ taggin a lot? haha. There, I`ve updated alrd. LOL.

i love fun (:

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date: Friday, April 3, 2009
time:4/03/2009 02:26:00 PM

HEYYYYY WORLD!
been long since I`ve posted.

I`m loading some songs that I will attempt to play with my guitar right now and I`d figured that instead of sitting here and stoning, I should post! hehe. Yes, my blog is dying, my tagboard is too.

Well, today`s friday! This week flew by really fast and It`s been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. Started last Friday when I had fever halfway through band. Turned out my throat was inflammed or sumthin` and I was advised not to use my throat for at least a week? I was more than happy not to talk though, specially cause for the first two days or so, I had to literally cringe in pain everytime I talked or swallowed. No, not a nice experience.

So yeah, there is that huge possibility that I would not be able to perform in the SYF. But, I guess I got enough rest cause yeahp, I went for my first indoor band SYF yesterday! It was held at the same venue when I had my primary school SYF and I could feel the memories. It seemed a lot bigger before though. - or maybe back then I was just, uh, smaller? heh.

I played the pieces and dedicated them to my grandmother, Lola Au. ILOVEYOU!
So yes, I played my heart out and I`m pretty sure I could feel my grandmother smiling at me from up above.
Although we were only awarded with silver, I`m still proud of myself. Cause I know my grandma`s proud of me too (:

I know I couldn`t have walked onto that stage without the encouragement of my awesome band seniors! Especially the touching smses that Ivana and Tashryn sent to me. It really helped me get through the night before SYF, cause I was fretting and hyperventilating A LOT.
Not only them, but the support of the alumni too. Wanxuan! thanks for the note! I had it wedged beside one of my scores so I could look at it during the times when I didn`t have anything to play and it made me feel loads better. Ooh, the last minute hugs, advice, and goodlucks that were given before we went in helped too.

A few people cried before and after the results were released. Kenny, cheer up yea? Everyone makes mistakes - even me. LOL. Don`t get too stressed up about it and at least you know you did your best and can do even better next time. Jia yi also! haha.
HMM, what else? ohyeah. I hope my seniors aren`t too disappointed that we only got silver. We, your juniors, are going to work real hard for the next indoor SYF and we`re soo gonna rock the concert hall, get a gold and make you guys proud (:

oooh! and Gideon was competing on the same day too. He`s a percussionist with that all-boy band, wearing the black suits, they`re from Anderson Sec, if I`m not wrong.
Well, neways, they got gold with honours. So, congratz Gideon :D

OH! and this TUESDAY Shi Zhe, a trumpet player from Hougang Sec got Gold. Congratz mashimashi! :D

&&& Zhu Xiang, from Monfort Sec, a french hornist is having his SYF today! If i`m not wrong? LOL. Good luck to him (:

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title: looking forward to looking back.
date: Sunday, March 22, 2009
time:3/22/2009 04:38:00 PM

HEYYYYY (:

i`m back. hehe.

I got home today, early in the mornin`.

Time flew by really fast and it`s been a week already. Awh, school starts tomorrow.

We went back to baguio because it was my grandmother`s Babang Luksa. (i`ve no idea what it`s called in english and if it even has an english term)

So, anyhoo, it was on the 19th of March and family, relatives & friends went to church and also did a special prayer for her and stuff.

I think it`s a time when we have to stop grieving over her death. But, who could actually stop?

I know my grandmother wouldn`t want me to grieve over her death, but I love her dearly and I just can`t forget about it. It`s very real and it`s hard to accept the fact that she`s really passed away and I can`t be with her the way I used to anymore.

Although I know she`s probably watching over me right now.

speaking of that, during this holiday, bestie`s grandfather passed away.

I hope she`s feeling better now and I know it`s hard to handle.

bestie, I know your grandfather`s up there, in heaven.

He isn`t really GONE, he`ll always be right there, in your heart.

Just think, he`s in a happier place now and he`s still with you.

sorry i wasn`t in Singapore to help you through this.

Back to where I was.

So, on that day I met loads of relatives, most of them I couldn`t remember.

At the chapel, during the rosary, I was at the front, first row with my dad and other grandmother, kneeling.

Even before we finished halfway through the prayer, I just collapsed all of a sudden.

Ohyes, I fainted right then and there and didn`t even know I did, until I gained conciousness again, which was when I was seated down again.

My dad had to bring me out of the chapel while holding me tightly to make sure I didn`t fall again. I had no idea what happened. LOL.

Most of them said that maybe my grandmother visited me. Who knows.

I love you Lola Au. (:

So yeah, maybe my grandmother was with me during the prayer and she was showing her presence.

So aside from that, had a little fun too.

Went shopping here and there, went bead crazy(!) and spent time with my relatives.

I love my family more than anything on earth.

There`s really something special about Baguio City that makes it what it is.

THE CITY OF PINES (:

I`m really scared to go back to band right now. Hehe.

I`m afraid that the band sounds perfect right now and I fear that when their bassoonist comes back from her holiday, with absolutely no practice at all, she might make the band sound horrible.

I know I`m pathetic with the bassoon, I don`t want to pull down the band.

ANYHOO,

So here are some snapshots taken from my last day in Baguio.

Focused more on taking the scenery than the people. HAHA.

The photos were taken in John Hay.

Went with Lola Cora, Kuya Raymond and Ate Rea.

Can you see The Manor hiding in the woods?

The knight without her shining armour.

I hugged a tree that day (:

The 3 ladies.

And that`s the end of it.

Hmm, I know I can`t describe it as well as it was.

All I know is, Baguio is the most beautiful place I`ve ever been to and will always be.

Sure, it isn`t perfect, but no country is.

And I know I`d die of loneliness if I continue being stuck here and if I don`t get to Baguio again to see my beloved relatives.

I miss home.

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date: Wednesday, March 11, 2009
time:3/11/2009 08:31:00 PM

HEYYYY (:

it`s been an uber long time since i`ve updated. hehe.
hmm... what`s there to say?

OHYEAH! i got an IPOD NANO! WHEEEEEEHAAAAAAAA.
& the astounding part is, I didn`t even have to ask for it. LOL.
I mean I wanted one, at first.
Decided that I`ve already spent too much on random stuff, so I didn`t ask for one in the end. But my Dad got me one anyway, so... THANKS DADDY (:
had it since last saturday and i`m veh veh happy with it. :D

okay, on to other stuff (:
went for a grooming course last uh, monday? yeah.
had a great time with jeslin and namira, tweaking each other`s hair.
Actually I think I look crappy when I twist my hair like that. HAHA.
but what the hey, since everyone else is doing it. heh.

I didn`t go to school for 2 days.
HMM. seems stress is really getting to me right now, cause I`m getting really sickly.
with all the nausea, flu and the aches and the pains.
ohwell.

Tomorrow I will face a very terrifying experience. LOL. oh, i`m terrified alright.
the odd thing is, I wasn`t even the one who volunteered myself. HAHA. thanks namira.
AAAHHH. i don`t wanna do it, but i don`t think i have much of a choice.
i`m the MC, along with namira for the badge giving presentation thingy tomorrow.
first time, EVER.

Anyhoo, I`ll be off to the airport tomorrow night.
& my flight for manila starts early in the morning.
from there, it`s a road trip all the way to baguio :D
YAYEEEEEEEEEEEE.
will miss everyone.
bestieeeee! take care uh. (:

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title: DO, WILL, SHALL... might not :D
date: Thursday, March 5, 2009
time:3/05/2009 03:18:00 PM

HEYHEY (:

Haven`t really got back my results for everything. hehe. So yeah, the curiousity`s still there. ;D
Ohwell, I`ll know in due time.
Tomorrow`s a Friday! Ahahhh, not looking forward to it.

I have many many bad habits that are gonna make me stressed out and fat. LOL
so here`s my list of DO.WILL.SHALL.mightnot things for this year.

I WILL ...

1. stop attempting to skip stuff that I don`t like doing.
2. stop thinking of wedges. (???)
3. read more books! LOL.
4. I MUST STOP splurging on sweets, including chocolates!
5. try to stop spending too much.
6. be more relaxed and slack a bit more. hehe.
7. be a better daughter.
8. be a better, (as char says) "goodie one friend".
9. practice my instruments more often.
10. try to sleep earlier. HAHA. yeah, rightttt.
11. be a better bestie.
12. try to do my councillor duties, properly. heh.

in the end somehow, it always comes back to you.

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date: Tuesday, March 3, 2009
time:3/03/2009 07:53:00 PM

HELLO! :D

I`ve got a couple of posts to update for. But I can`t really remember most of `em. hehe.

However, there are a few I can remember. Like the ones on Last Saturday and Sunday. So, yeah. ENJOY (:

SATURDAY!

Last saturday had band. It was the normy band practice and we didn`t have any biopolis trip.

But we were released much earlier than I expected. YAYEEEE.
After band, had lunch with my family at hg mall`s Pepper Lunch. yum!

SUNDAY!

Went out with bestie today! YEAH.

Met up early early in the mornin` and made a trip to... uh, the mrt stop before harbourfront? yeah. We couldn`t decide where to go. Just took some went down some random MRT station.

Buttttttt, that random MRT station turned out to be really boring. LOL. We walked around a bit, did some old shop shopping.

The real fun began when we MRT-ed to harbourfront! haha.

Our first stop was lunch at Banquet.

Afterwards went shopping at harbourfront centre. Ooohlala, I love the shops.

The clothes at animal were CUTE! But I didn`t buy anything, cos apparently, the prices were really 'CUTE' too. haha.

After we covered every inch of every floor of harbourfront centre, we moved on to VIVO! Which, happened to be connected to hbfront centre.

OH, the clothes! LOL. Should`ve seen bestie`s face light up. haha.

She looked mostly at the accessories and leggings while I looked at the jackets & the hats! :D

By the end of it all, our feet were aching and we couldn`t think straight, literally. hehe.

PHOTOS!

AH, SAXOPHONE!

BOB & AINI, they can fix it! (:

a cowie and THE cowie.

oww, my eyes. sunlight burns.

can you see the price tag? hehe.

guess that`s it.

i`ve got to go rush my theory homework! hehe.

toodles.

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title: closed down and closed out.
date: Wednesday, February 25, 2009
time:2/25/2009 05:20:00 PM

HEY! (:

going to make this a quick post cause in ten minutes, it`s maths study time! :D

come to think of it, maths is the ca subject I fear the most.

Awh, tomorrow`s the last day of common tests! :"(

LOL. You might find this reaction weird, there`s actually nuthin` weird bout it.

It`s been long since I`ve felt so FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

I`ve finally got time on my hands to do other stuff. Stuff I like to do.

The whole week`s been awesome.

AH, there`s nothing much to talk about. heh.

Exams were okay, went pretty well. I think I blabbed a little too much with today`s lifelit free writing.

Topic I chose? LOVE! haha. Not much choice, cos it was either that or sumthin` bout money. ;D

and poof,

i`m off.

to study?

nahh, later! :D

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date: Saturday, February 21, 2009
time:2/21/2009 07:43:00 PM

HEYYYY ;D

I`m exhausted! LOL.

This morning went to compass point with my dearest mom.

I did one of the most life changing experiences today. LOL. Don`t really want to talk about it. But I`m soo amazed and proud of myself for being able to do it! haha.

Afterwards met up with Aj, Shi Zhe and Juan Gabriel at hougang mall.

Headed for one of my favourite malls. YES, CENTRAL! :D

All I pretty much spent on was food. haha. Went crazy at the grocery store and splurged on Japanese sweets. They all tasted awesome :x

Afterwards went for brunch, LOL, BRUNCH at a restaurant. Yeahp, tried a different restaurant this time.

Uh, all I ate was ice cream! :D

YUMYUMYUM.

So yeah, I had a great time.

Wished Timothy and Sze yi were there (:

PICTURES! {: